I don’t when or if ill ever be completely be okay again , I’ve been hurt so many times I can’t keep count anymore , I don’t know if ill be able to trust ever again . I’ve cried so much I honestly don’t know how tears are still left in me . And crying seems to be the only thing that makes me feel okay anymore , you’d think that after being hurt all those times I’d stop letting people treat me like shit and get hurt over it , but I still fall for the same things over and over . Every guy can say they’re not like the rest but in the end they all still have the same old bullshit . Something’s will never change . I guess I just fall for the wrong people and I fall to fast , especially for people who aren’t going to catch me , or accept me for who i am .